Keep bleeding in love

Closed off from love

I didn't need the pain

Once or twice was enough

And it was all in vain

Time starts to pass

Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened

For the very first time with you

My heart melts into the ground

Found something true

And everyone's looking round

Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say

I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear

But they talk so loud

Their piercing sounds fill my ears

Try to fill me with doubt

Yet I know that the goal

Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the risk that comes with your embrace

And in this world of loneliness

I see your face

Yet everyone around me

Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say

I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open

And it's draining all of me

Oh they find it hard to believe

I'll be wearing these scars

For everyone to see

I don't care what they say

I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

LOVE

"Naina lageeyan baarishan
Te sukke sukke sapne vi pijj gaye
Naina lageeyan baarishan
Rove palkan de kone vich neendh meri
Naina laggeyan baarishan
Hanju digde ne chot lage dil te
Naina laggeyan baarishan
Rut birha de badlan di chaa gayi"

I cannot speak for others,but i am very scared of losing my close relations..i would not say close loved ones bt the relations which we guard so closely,fight through everything to make them stay,the relations which in its own ways makes us happy through the little talks and smiles and masti..

Last some months i tried holding on to the strings of a broken relationship..its like slipping out of my hands and i am unknowingly trying to not let it go..why so? even if its broken it was mine and it gave me so much happiness..when something is slipping out of your hand,we desperately try to hold on to some piece of it to avoid the fall...but maybe sometimes you need to let it fall..you need to let it go..because as it is rightly said its better to let go of something broken than hurt yourself trying to put the pieces together...

love is easy,love is simple,love gives happiness,love gives comfort..

the problem starts when we move ahead than just plain love...when we go for a relationship..we ask for possession of our love..we want it to be with us only..these are expectations and that hurts..

I have done mistakes which lost me my relations and also have faced the punishments of some one elses mistakes...but how long can we cry over something which was actually never yours..it was just something God gave u for a certain period of time and said " enjoy the moment till its yours."

As i part after some vague thoughts put out,i sincerely hope anyone who may be reading this tat preserve your moment..do not ruin it over minute issues which after some months may not even seem important...

because when a relation breaks,you do not think about how u fought over some small issues...but u remember how u laughed over the small issues..you remember the smiles and the laughter..the hugs and the kisses...

keep the hugs and forget the hurt... :)

Letters to me....Part 1

Letters to me....Part 1

i feel so old writing letters to my younger self...but i always wanted to do it...always felt every experience taught me something...harsh or good...but a worthy lesson in the long run...

n if the lesson was too harsh i always felt if i would have listen to so n so person it would not have been this way...or all the signs showed me this is wrong n yet i kept doing it...i dont want to call myself a fool for listening to myself n doing what i did..because it was exactly what i wanted it then..so i try not to have regrets...just good lesson to learn from ....and yes i would like to add that just because i learned these lessons doesnt mean i follow them...lol :D but still good lesson worth mentioning....

One of my first lessons would be tat no matter what happens every phase in your life has a shelf period....its gonna pass...leave you with memories ...n those memories will be the outcome of how you dealt with that phase....let me give u an ex: a friend of mine had a lot of problems while she was in school...she thought she couldnt take it anymore...she did what normally people do when they want to give up...but thank god nothing happened to her n she had the brains to tell her close friends about what a mistake she did..and from that day she never had to think about giving up all that she had...it dint mean she dint go through her share of hardships but she had a better support system to deal with it..and now looking at the girl everyone just as one thing to say.... ' she turned out to be one of the most strongest girls we have seen..." and this is me...

Man/woman is a social animal,rite? we are always gonna make new friends n have old ones....n at every new stage of your life you are gonna meet such people who will impress you,shower you with attention,make you wanna hit them {i met a lot in this category ;) } ,

love you n be loved,and teach you something no one else could...but do not forget who you are amidst these people....keep in touch with the person who you really are...learn from others something that make you a better person but never at the cost of losing yourself...because at the end if you have forgotten the person you were, you are just gonna lose out on some precious time and have a feeling always that if i was myself would it be different..

" Ppl are alwez gonna have a lot of things to say...luckily we have the choice to listen to only those who matter :) "this is my recent facebook status...and thankfully i learned this a long way back...i have always been a girl following my own plans..not listening to what people have to say on it..because i always felt that its my life and whatever the consequences are gonna be im going to deal with them on my own..people are gonna talk either ways so let them talk after you did what made you happy :) and i am just happy that i always have been happy with this thought in my mind...

" Shut the gutter before its pollutes bad later " maybe this would sound opposite of what i have written above...but this is something that you need to do time to time...let no one take you for granted and say things that give a wrong notion out large to people...make yourself so strong and respectable that people will think twice before opening their dirty mouths and talk..not necessary you need to follow this always..because ,after all, talking is one of the important functions of humans and we shouldn't deny them that... :P

"Live with the reality but do not give up on your dreams because of them"

(continued later....)

introduce urself plss !

hellooooo people (actually only 1 person i.e.niyati lol! )

like any first meetin i feel the need to introduce myself..

however this introduction will be a looong one...aarey pura life jo batene wali hu :D (dnt yawn its rude!)

lets start with me..a very simple girl...(nt very!) likes to live life on her own terms..needs her space..doesnt like restrictions..dreams of making a mark on in other peoples life.n yes im very possessive about my people.so dnt think of even talkin to them :P ..and for now..just sum1 who is excited by this blog stuff :D

let me introduce sum spl peoples in my lifes...

1.my Boyfrnd named siddharth..actually more than tat he is my best pal...i irritate him,play around,laugh around,harass him n yet he gives me his charming smile...(awww :) )

2.my frnds in just random order..

#nirali-oh my god...abhi iske bare mein kya bolu ya na bolu...we r like this really weird pair put up together..if we come together to take ur case..yu shud start praying..n if we turn against each other we one day will kill one another...bt thats a very complicated part of our life..pls dnt try to undrstnd :)

#topi and ryan- u wonder why i take their names together?? its bcoz yu cant have topi without ryan or ryan without topi...they r inseparable..n if yu knew them..yu knw im not lyin(wich i nvr do)..they r like the sweetest ppl i have known..n they r like my 4 am frnds...i just love them...

#abhishek Bijlani...my most recent close frnd...he can make anyone crack up a smile at his witty lines..he like the chandler in our life.. :) however warning...teaching him can be fatal to health..he will make yu scream with anger or pul his cheeks n say you can yu be so naughty...lol ! n yes...he doesnt share his food yet !! ( im gng to once steal it)

# niyati shah-my partner in lot of shit stuff...i can tell her anythin n she wud still take it like its the most imp thing in the world in my life :P i love her like my sweetheart..n sumtime i cant help bt just look at her events in life n say "wat r u dng niyu??? "

#firoza tanvi lal shetty - my four best close frnds from school...i cannot imagine a life without them...like they have been there when i needed them the most..n i wil nvr let go of them...muuaahhh to the girls :*

for now these r the only ppl tat i could think of..bt there r lots of others who have been a part n are still a part of my life...n helped me be the person im... ( basically yu see i dnt like being lonely..i need ppl all the time..)

so this was a small part of me n my life...

thanks for havin the time to read it.. :D :D

next time im going to feature : Letters to my younger self...

au revoir...

baggy

HELLO everyone :D

hello there people...it feels like im just born :D dont knw wat to say..everything would come out like baby's deformed words...

let me introduce myself..je m'appelle Bhagyashree a.k.a baggy :) i m going to be an adult in may finally ( cant wait for tat) n i love to live in my own world...right now stuck in the boring hsc exams so i dnt have much to say :( so for now i got to say tata bcoz mom is shouting...bt when i come back...i m gonna talk a loott :D

see you ....

baggy :)